y?

I wait wait nd keep waiting for a call i know will never come

for the return of something dat was never mine

i yearn for a lot of things buh  too scared to say dem out loud just in case they run away

I have opened my heart to dat which dey call love and have been burnt badly

d sheer madness and feeling of helplessness bewilders me

y do i have to be the one to suffer nd cry

while he carries on like ever before

yyyyyy so many why's 

i guess il know d answer someday until den!