ramblings

Wow being out of blogsville for over  a year man. So its bng dat long buh tonight as i lay in bed unable to sleep, consumed by pain and a torrent of tears i reach for a comfort dat blogging alone can provide. Hmm were do i start d turn my life has taken  in d past year nd a half gives me a need for sober reflection. since moving to England in 2009 i think i have fewer things to be thankful for - d awfully gruesome weather, 3' things' in less dan two years, overwhelming loneliness and constant feeling of heaviness and inability to connect with pple.
I need to find me,go in pursuit of my happiness and take responsibility for my happiness! lets see ow dis works out am back!