Take responsibility for your actions,
Make your destiny,
pursue your happiness
be responsible for dat Happiness
be good to all men
Wat i know for sure:Where am from, where i ave being is never an accurate predictor of were am headed.
If you work hard and prove urself excellent- excellence shall follow u.-Oprah Winfrey.
It takes one revolutionary idea to Rule the world !
Monday, 7 February 2011
summary of my activities since i went awol!
April 2010-Love blossoms,had plenty of fun!
may 2010-trying tym buh still fun.
June 2010-Exams no one likes dem, separated by distance.-bestie
den bf
July 2010-sUmmer filled with so much expectations and hopes ended up miserable!
August 2010-it seems i went thru august with both eyes closed .....more like walking dead
September 2010- break up:Pain starts- depression
october 2010-month of my birthday-depression escalates,Oxford application.
November 2010-rejected by oxford, comfort eating, starts my journey of self discovery nd healing
December 2010-getting to happy ,meets dude, friends 1st, get 2geda: not dating tho
January 2010-absolutely splendid nd good
FEbruary 2010-ends in pain +tears back to square 1.
Wow dis does look awful as a summary of um1' life in almost a year buh dis is exctli wat happens wen ur lyf goes off track u end up pushing the things dat are u : ur values,interest,principles,dreams and aspirations to the back burner.I FELT EMPTY but none of dis could feel me at the end of d day its tym to go back to the drawing board and foundation of who i really am.This is quite deep buh am on a road to self discovery better now dan Never. aM not proud of were i went buh am sure of were am headed.
may 2010-trying tym buh still fun.
June 2010-Exams no one likes dem, separated by distance.-bestie
den bf
July 2010-sUmmer filled with so much expectations and hopes ended up miserable!
August 2010-it seems i went thru august with both eyes closed .....more like walking dead
September 2010- break up:Pain starts- depression
october 2010-month of my birthday-depression escalates,Oxford application.
November 2010-rejected by oxford, comfort eating, starts my journey of self discovery nd healing
December 2010-getting to happy ,meets dude, friends 1st, get 2geda: not dating tho
January 2010-absolutely splendid nd good
FEbruary 2010-ends in pain +tears back to square 1.
Wow dis does look awful as a summary of um1' life in almost a year buh dis is exctli wat happens wen ur lyf goes off track u end up pushing the things dat are u : ur values,interest,principles,dreams and aspirations to the back burner.I FELT EMPTY but none of dis could feel me at the end of d day its tym to go back to the drawing board and foundation of who i really am.This is quite deep buh am on a road to self discovery better now dan Never. aM not proud of were i went buh am sure of were am headed.
ramblings
Wow being out of blogsville for over a year man. So its bng dat long buh tonight as i lay in bed unable to sleep, consumed by pain and a torrent of tears i reach for a comfort dat blogging alone can provide. Hmm were do i start d turn my life has taken in d past year nd a half gives me a need for sober reflection. since moving to England in 2009 i think i have fewer things to be thankful for - d awfully gruesome weather, 3' things' in less dan two years, overwhelming loneliness and constant feeling of heaviness and inability to connect with pple.
I need to find me,go in pursuit of my happiness and take responsibility for my happiness! lets see ow dis works out am back!
I need to find me,go in pursuit of my happiness and take responsibility for my happiness! lets see ow dis works out am back!
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